My Suicide EP

by Elizabeth Crim

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Reuben Horst
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Reuben Horst The band Elizabeth Crim belongs to a genre that, until now, I have never particularly enjoyed. However, it didn't take long for the music to really grow on me, and now I can say that I absolutely love this EP. Favorite track: Eat Sleep Repeat (Acoustic).
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released May 16, 2014

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Track Name: Lambskin
I am a hypocrite
I'm a liar and a fake
I'm a dog in a lambskin
and the blood is soaking through

Don't Look.
oh, my skin is peeling back
Is this what you expected to find?

Don't look
don't look

I'll burn my bridges
such a pretty smoke screen
but I'm pushing through the stitches
don't look at me

I'm still bleeding
I still know how to bleed
Track Name: The Valley
Most days now my mind feels like hell
And the others I don't feel anything at all
I've grown used to hearing nothing but static
Why does everything feel so wrong?

I'm reaching, stretching, writhing in my humanity.
I'm so thirsty, I'll starve without you.
Nothing makes any sense anymore
Why can't I feel you like before?

I once believed that you could save me
(The days I felt your hand)
But I haven't heard your voice in days
(So God where are you now?)
I will keep on searching through this valley
(for the voice inside my head)
even if I never understand

During a nightmare in deep sleep
my bones were shaking, a spirit glided past my face.
It stood before me. I heard a quiet whisper.
"where is your God now?"
And I couldn't say a thing

I still believe that you could save me
(‘Cause I know you'll take me back)
But I haven't heard your voice in days
(So God where are you now?)
I will keep on searching through this valley
(to hear your voice again)
even if I never understand

I’ve been searching for your face, trying to inhale, but every gasp of your breath that I swallow chokes down like something I'm not allowed to have. I need your living water to quench this thirst in my soul. God I need you now.

Lead me out of this valley
the darkness is so heavy
I'm so lost
Track Name: Eat Sleep Repeat
It's all downhill, 'cause it's all too easy
It's all downhill, and I don't know what's at the bottom
It's all downhill, doesn't anyone see me?
Why would I do what I hate?

I am a beast, I am a beast!
I became this way with so little effort
I'm left a beast, I am what I eat
Oh God, I wanna be more than an animal

I know there's something more than what I have let myself believe
Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat.

My heart refuses beat
unless is gets what it wants
There's a demon inside me
that's never satisfied

I can't escape, I have no one to run from
It's the demon inside me that I always let back in
Oh my God, I'm think I'm falling again!

Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat.
Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat.

I know there's something more than what I have let myself believe
Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat.
I used to have a purpose, but I pretend that I can't see
Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat.

I know where I stand,
or at least where I did
until let myself fall asleep again
I want to be more than an animal!

I'm awake to the fairy tale
I know where I stand,
God, I just don't want to fail
I want to be more than a man
Track Name: Dig My Own Grave
I'll sit in this place
in the muck and the mire
I know I know better
flat on my face
full of death and desire
I know I could be better

I'll tell you my intentions are good
I'll lie and let you know I never would
So you won’t catch me
I’m far too good at this
No you won’t catch me
Cause I’ll be playing the innocent

Let me out
but I want it
Oh!
pull me out
cause I still want it

My lady is a merciless seductress- the taste of her lips
oh, and my body aches for more
The taste of her tongue, and she pulls me in by my fingertips
I am eating worms! I am eating worms

adrenaline
rush
I'm not thinking
and it's coursing through my flesh

I dig just to feel the filth pass through my fingers
I dig my own grave like I can bury it away
but this slope will just keep getting steeper

I'll sit in this place
in the muck and the mire
I know I know better
flat on my face
full of death and desire
I know I could be better

I'll tell you my intentions are good
I'll lie and let you know I never would

Let me out
I hate it
pull me out
cause I still want it
Please
I’m dying
Let me die
Track Name: My Suicide
This may be the last song I ever sing
These may the last words I ever breath
Because tonight I'm letting go of everything I've ever been

I used to look at this mess and pretend 
that I could live with what I had
But tonight I'm letting go and learning how to breath

For so long I've looked at the horizon
and set my feet to take it all for myself
But tonight I'm letting go of everything I wanted to be

I'm beginning to see a treasure
But it's so hard to see past my eyes
Tonight letting go of everything thing of everything I've ever seen

My flesh can't please me now 
This is my suicide 

I'm taking my first breath
and spitting out my last
there's a sweet and bitter taste of my idol haunted past

A new air fills my lungs,
and I'm learning how to breath all over again
Every breath burns but the pain is just the means to a better end

I feel like a child trying to grow into his skin
but I'll learn to ditch my bones, and ease myself into every limb

There's still an anchor in my heart,
that tries to pull me back underneath
but it's just an apparition that doesn't realize I'm already free

My flesh can't please me now 
This is my suicide 
My bones can't hold me down
Tonight I'm coming alive
Track Name: Eat Sleep Repeat (Acoustic)
It's all downhill, 'cause it's all too easy
It's all downhill, and I don't know what's at the bottom
It's all downhill, doesn't anyone see me?
Why would I do what I hate?

I am a beast, I am a beast!
I became this way with so little effort
I'm left a beast, I am what I eat
Oh God, I wanna be more than an animal

I know there's something more than what I have let myself believe
Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat.

My heart refuses beat
unless is gets what it wants
There's a demon inside me
that's never satisfied

I can't escape, I have no one to run from
It's the demon inside me that I always let back in
Oh my God, I'm think I'm falling again!

Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat.
Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat.

I know there's something more than what I have let myself believe
Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat.
I used to have a purpose, but I pretend that I can't see
Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat.

I know where I stand,
or at least where I did
until let myself fall asleep again
I want to be more than an animal!

I'm awake to the fairy tale
I know where I stand,
God, I just don't want to fail
I want to be more than a man
Track Name: My Suicide (Acoustic)
This may be the last song I ever sing
These may the last words I ever breath
Because tonight I'm letting go of everything I've ever been

I used to look at this mess and pretend 
that I could live with what I had
But tonight I'm letting go and learning how to breath

For so long I've looked at the horizon
and set my feet to take it all for myself
But tonight I'm letting go of everything I wanted to be

I'm beginning to see a treasure
But it's so hard to see past my eyes
Tonight letting go of everything thing of everything I've ever seen

My flesh can't please me now 
This is my suicide 

I'm taking my first breath
and spitting out my last
there's a sweet and bitter taste of my idol haunted past

A new air fills my lungs,
and I'm learning how to breath all over again
Every breath burns but the pain is just the means to a better end

I feel like a child trying to grow into his skin
but I'll learn to ditch my bones, and ease myself into every limb

There's still an anchor in my heart,
that tries to pull me back underneath
but it's just an apparition that doesn't realize I'm already free

My flesh can't please me now 
This is my suicide 
My bones can't hold me down
Tonight I'm coming alive