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My Suicide EP

by Elizabeth Crim

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Reuben Horst
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Reuben Horst The band Elizabeth Crim belongs to a genre that, until now, I have never particularly enjoyed. However, it didn't take long for the music to really grow on me, and now I can say that I absolutely love this EP. Favorite track: Eat Sleep Repeat (Acoustic).
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1.
Lambskin 01:13
I am a hypocrite I'm a liar and a fake I'm a dog in a lambskin and the blood is soaking through Don't Look. oh, my skin is peeling back Is this what you expected to find? Don't look don't look I'll burn my bridges such a pretty smoke screen but I'm pushing through the stitches don't look at me I'm still bleeding I still know how to bleed
2.
The Valley 03:52
Most days now my mind feels like hell And the others I don't feel anything at all I've grown used to hearing nothing but static Why does everything feel so wrong? I'm reaching, stretching, writhing in my humanity. I'm so thirsty, I'll starve without you. Nothing makes any sense anymore Why can't I feel you like before? I once believed that you could save me (The days I felt your hand) But I haven't heard your voice in days (So God where are you now?) I will keep on searching through this valley (for the voice inside my head) even if I never understand During a nightmare in deep sleep my bones were shaking, a spirit glided past my face. It stood before me. I heard a quiet whisper. "where is your God now?" And I couldn't say a thing I still believe that you could save me (‘Cause I know you'll take me back) But I haven't heard your voice in days (So God where are you now?) I will keep on searching through this valley (to hear your voice again) even if I never understand I’ve been searching for your face, trying to inhale, but every gasp of your breath that I swallow chokes down like something I'm not allowed to have. I need your living water to quench this thirst in my soul. God I need you now. Lead me out of this valley the darkness is so heavy I'm so lost
3.
It's all downhill, 'cause it's all too easy It's all downhill, and I don't know what's at the bottom It's all downhill, doesn't anyone see me? Why would I do what I hate? I am a beast, I am a beast! I became this way with so little effort I'm left a beast, I am what I eat Oh God, I wanna be more than an animal I know there's something more than what I have let myself believe Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat. My heart refuses beat unless is gets what it wants There's a demon inside me that's never satisfied I can't escape, I have no one to run from It's the demon inside me that I always let back in Oh my God, I'm think I'm falling again! Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat. Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat. I know there's something more than what I have let myself believe Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat. I used to have a purpose, but I pretend that I can't see Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat. I know where I stand, or at least where I did until let myself fall asleep again I want to be more than an animal! I'm awake to the fairy tale I know where I stand, God, I just don't want to fail I want to be more than a man
4.
I'll sit in this place in the muck and the mire I know I know better flat on my face full of death and desire I know I could be better I'll tell you my intentions are good I'll lie and let you know I never would So you won’t catch me I’m far too good at this No you won’t catch me Cause I’ll be playing the innocent Let me out but I want it Oh! pull me out cause I still want it My lady is a merciless seductress- the taste of her lips oh, and my body aches for more The taste of her tongue, and she pulls me in by my fingertips I am eating worms! I am eating worms adrenaline rush I'm not thinking and it's coursing through my flesh I dig just to feel the filth pass through my fingers I dig my own grave like I can bury it away but this slope will just keep getting steeper I'll sit in this place in the muck and the mire I know I know better flat on my face full of death and desire I know I could be better I'll tell you my intentions are good I'll lie and let you know I never would Let me out I hate it pull me out cause I still want it Please I’m dying Let me die
5.
My Suicide 04:00
This may be the last song I ever sing These may the last words I ever breath Because tonight I'm letting go of everything I've ever been I used to look at this mess and pretend  that I could live with what I had But tonight I'm letting go and learning how to breath For so long I've looked at the horizon and set my feet to take it all for myself But tonight I'm letting go of everything I wanted to be I'm beginning to see a treasure But it's so hard to see past my eyes Tonight letting go of everything thing of everything I've ever seen My flesh can't please me now  This is my suicide  I'm taking my first breath and spitting out my last there's a sweet and bitter taste of my idol haunted past A new air fills my lungs, and I'm learning how to breath all over again Every breath burns but the pain is just the means to a better end I feel like a child trying to grow into his skin but I'll learn to ditch my bones, and ease myself into every limb There's still an anchor in my heart, that tries to pull me back underneath but it's just an apparition that doesn't realize I'm already free My flesh can't please me now  This is my suicide  My bones can't hold me down Tonight I'm coming alive
6.
It's all downhill, 'cause it's all too easy It's all downhill, and I don't know what's at the bottom It's all downhill, doesn't anyone see me? Why would I do what I hate? I am a beast, I am a beast! I became this way with so little effort I'm left a beast, I am what I eat Oh God, I wanna be more than an animal I know there's something more than what I have let myself believe Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat. My heart refuses beat unless is gets what it wants There's a demon inside me that's never satisfied I can't escape, I have no one to run from It's the demon inside me that I always let back in Oh my God, I'm think I'm falling again! Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat. Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat. I know there's something more than what I have let myself believe Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat. I used to have a purpose, but I pretend that I can't see Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Repeat. I know where I stand, or at least where I did until let myself fall asleep again I want to be more than an animal! I'm awake to the fairy tale I know where I stand, God, I just don't want to fail I want to be more than a man
7.
This may be the last song I ever sing These may the last words I ever breath Because tonight I'm letting go of everything I've ever been I used to look at this mess and pretend  that I could live with what I had But tonight I'm letting go and learning how to breath For so long I've looked at the horizon and set my feet to take it all for myself But tonight I'm letting go of everything I wanted to be I'm beginning to see a treasure But it's so hard to see past my eyes Tonight letting go of everything thing of everything I've ever seen My flesh can't please me now  This is my suicide  I'm taking my first breath and spitting out my last there's a sweet and bitter taste of my idol haunted past A new air fills my lungs, and I'm learning how to breath all over again Every breath burns but the pain is just the means to a better end I feel like a child trying to grow into his skin but I'll learn to ditch my bones, and ease myself into every limb There's still an anchor in my heart, that tries to pull me back underneath but it's just an apparition that doesn't realize I'm already free My flesh can't please me now  This is my suicide  My bones can't hold me down Tonight I'm coming alive

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released May 16, 2014

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